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Transformation Tuesday…Transformation Life

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My before picture was taken in my parents kitchen in October 2002 and it stirs so much emotion in my core. A stay at home mother of 4, a wife of almost 7 years, a sister to 2, an aunt to many and more friends than I could count. I was VERY involved in the school my oldest two children were attending, church and religion; wrapped up in the legalities of religion and working nearly full time, volunteering on just about every committee at church, plus doing a weekly, intense bible study that involved an hour or more of study/homework daily! Oh, and did I mention that I’m very OCD over my house and IT.WAS.IMMACULATE. My youngest two children were dressed in boutique attire, my oldest two were involved in sports every season, music lessons, school…..YOU NAME IT! WHEW! I’m tired just thinking about it!!!

Why does my before picture stir so much emotion? Because when I look at my picture, and I will never forget, how deeply I was hurting, how worthless I thought I was, how desperately I wanted to be loved and how desperately I wanted to love and how much I HATED myself. NOW, on the “love front”, I have to give a very insightful disclaimer: Even if I had someone in my life, at the time, that loved me completely, respected me, cherished me and saw my value, I could not have handled it at all because I thought I was worthless and would have never believed in a million years that I would have deserved such a blessing. So, at that time, I had what I felt I deserved.

You might be looking at my before and after picture wondering, HOW did she make such a physical change? Well, it was a process…first physical, then internal, then BOTH. You see, inside my 258 pound body, was ME! I was hiding, building a physical wall around me. This wall was built to protect me from more pain, it ALWAYS gave me great ways to judge and punish myself and make great excuses for when I was rejected or cheated on ( “I don’t blame him for cheating…LOOK AT ME!!!” “I wouldn’t want to have sex with me either, I’m disgusting!!!” and the horrible dialogue went on and on…). In November 2002, I reached out to a doctor to have weight loss surgery (out of serious desperation!!) and in my mind, this was going to solve all of my problems. I had gastric bypass January 31, 2003 and 10 1/2 months later, I was a very healthy weight and wearing my goal size…..yay!!!!!!!! Transformation complete, right??!! My life was NOW perfect, right???!! This solved all of my problems, right??!! Not hardly, the only two things in my life that changed was 1- I couldn’t really use food as a vice anymore and 2- My dress size. My weight loss provided more energy for me to do even more…which kept me busy enough to not have to think..which was the subconscious goal!! I was still being rejected, I STILL wasn’t “enough” to keep his attention and I still thought I was a worthless piece of trash. In September 2004, my marriage came to a point of crisis and we started marriage counseling and then I started one on one counseling…this started my internal changes. My marriage survived another 8-9 years (by the skin of its teeth!), and over that 9 years I dove head first into personal growth and healing. During this 8-9 years, Bikram Hot Yoga was the biggest part of my life for a year (2008) thanks to vanity and pride….seeking to seal the physical transformation, but received a much greater gift…major internal work, spiritual healing and love from a community of the most loving people…WHO KNEW I would gain so much from a great “workout”??!! Through connections, I was introduced to people that, unknowingly at the time, were guiding me on my path to the health/wellness industry.

NOW my life is perfect, right?? Well, yes and no. Yes, because I’m right where I’m supposed to be for a season but it is a challenging season, so it doesn’t “feel” perfect. As I have learned with all of my personal life experiences though, there are no mistakes and everything happens for a reason. There are clear perfections in my life and some of them are my children and my 7 month old granddaughter, check her out!! (what kind of Yaya would I be if I didn’t show her off?!)

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Another perfection in my life, is my relationship with my boyfriend. I am genuinely respected, genuinely cherished, he knows my value and he can see into the depth of my soul and loves me like no other. One of the beautiful aspects of this for me personally, is that because I learned to love myself, I can NOW handle the love that I was so desperate for, many years ago!

Do you have a transformation story to share? Does this article resonate with you and/or help you? I would love to hear from you in the comments section or if you would like to share privately, feel free to email me at michelledancy.healthcoach@gmail.com

Through The Eyes of Love,

Michelle Dancy, CHHC, AADP

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Do You Feel….YOU?????

I read something this week that really resonated with me,from the book Slow Sex by Nicole Daedone.  She is talking about how people, women specifically, have been trained to not feel sensation.  Nicole gives the following example: a mother is taking her little girl to her first day of kindergarten and the little girl states that she has butterflies in her stomach.  Her mother dismisses the feeling that is in her daughter’s belly by stating that she’s just nervous.  Now, in my opinion, the mother has 100% good intentions, but isn’t this the beginning of being taught to not being present with what’s going on inside of us? Is this resonating with you already? Does this training spill over into every other area of your life?    Does this mentality spill over into your sensual life..your sensual self? It did mine! Ever since I read this, I have been very intentional about “feeling” and being really in tune with WHAT I’m feeling specifically in my body..paying attention to my core.  Do you see how being intentional about “feeling” what’s going on inside of you could be so beneficial on SO many levels?
We are taught as women to “hide”our sensuality, so we are deemed as “good girls”, but our sensual selves is WHO WE ARE and it’s natural and normal, it doesn’t make us “bad girls”!
This weekend and week ahead, be very intentional about “feeling” what you have going on inside of you and embrace it..Good or unpleasant and see what kind of shift happens in you personally.  There is no right or wrong way to feel what you’re feeling.  Honor where you are, acknowledge where you are, be present and LOVE yourself for it!!

Through The Eyes of Love,
Michelle Dancy, CHHC, AADP
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A Growing Year

This, without a doubt, has been a “growing” (aka challenging) year for my children and me.
Here’s to name a few of our growth opportunities:
* The very unexpected death of my 41 year old sister on Christmas Eve
* Divorce
* Being cast into the role of not only being a single mother, but single-handedly raising a teenage girl and a teenage boy. Solo. Alone. Solo. Solo. Oh, and did I mention SOLO??
* My beautiful souls that I have been blessed to care for until they leave the nest, being reduced from having two active parents to one active parent.
* Financial “tightness” due to divorce
* My brave 15 year old daughter had to make the toughest decision this summer. She had to have the love of her life, Phoenix (her beautiful Paint Horse), put down due to eye cancer and another major health issue, both were causing her to suffer immense pain.
* At the beginning of this year, my young teenage son (13), went through a tough time with the transition of his relationship with his father. He was engulfed in anger, acted out and I was worried I would lose him!

Now to switch gears, let’s do a 180! For all of you that have been reading my blog and following me on social media, you know I always like to come back to the positive side of a situation. I thrive on being real, raw and showing how tough, hopeless and ugly “growing opportunities” are, but I love to come back and show you what I have learned, how I have grown and how I/we have arrived on the other side of a situation in tact; with the hopes of encouraging just one person!

Here’s a list of POSITIVE lessons learned:
* With the loss of my sister, I have learned to make peace with one of the most heartbreaking losses of my life. My Spirit has been expanded. I grieved without “stuffing it” and honored where I was at the moment. I grieved without apology.
* Divorce was a healthy move for my kids and me. We were caught up in the cycle of abuse and our home is now a safe haven, there is peace (most of the time ūüôā ) and there is laughter….LOTS of laughter and being silly!

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* Parenting can be tough, as most of us know, in the best of circumstances. Solo parenting….SIGH! It is ideal for children to have both parents involved and engaged with them. It is ideal for children to know that they can depend on both parents and to have the security knowing that they can lean on both parents for support and comfort. Here’s the positive: The three of us have become even closer. We are a better family unit because of our dependence on each other. It has made us stronger individually and collectively. Life isn’t perfect and we certainly have our days (yesterday was one of “those days”), but we get through them and we love each other from the core of our beings. After all, LOVE is the answer, right??
* The financial tightness is what it is. Finances are a trigger for me to really stress, in fact I’m carrying around my 8 lb stress belly right now, as we speak! (okay 10 lbs!! I’m a woman, hard not to fudge! wink wink) It comes and goes and it’s okay. We are learning to not be quite so spoiled. I am learning to do things for myself that I didn’t know how to do before. Thanks to my amazing, perfect boyfriend, who taught me how….I actually put my lawn mower on a battery charger and jumped it ALL BY MYSELF!! I was so proud of myself…. I felt so empowered and I AM SO EMPOWERED! He even taught me about the choke thingy on the weed eater and blower…it blocks the air off from the carburetor (did I even spell that right??) so it will spark when you pull the string and start….I think that’s right?? I’m so right brain, so when he’s explaining things like this to me.. I just smile and think “wow! he’s so smart! and sexy….smart is so sexy…I love his eyes.. his voice.. that smile gets me every time.. he totally knows, this is going completely over my head”. ( I’m really not A.D.D.!!). Point being, I’m not just learning Soul expanding “lessons”, I’m learning day to day practical lessons too, that empower me!
* My daughter having to make the toughest decision of her life blew me away! When she came to me with her decision, that she wasn’t even asked to make, I was in awe. How can a 15 year old girl, look at her horse that she loves more than anything in this world and put her heartache to the side to determine that she loves her Phoenix too much to let her continue living a less than quality life. That her bad days were outweighing her good days. That her pain was too great. That Phoenix would be better off being put down, she was suffering. It moves me to tears. I learned strength, courage, selflessness, wisdom, discernment and bravery on a whole new level. I will forever pull from the courage I saw in my daughter, when faced with a fearful situation… I will never forget.

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* When my son was going through such a tough time, I was scared too death! I was afraid that he would lose himself in the anger that had engulfed him. I was diligent in not making him feel shameful for his anger and making sure that he FELT and EXPERIENCED the love I have for him, even when he was a “cactus” and not a “magnet”. Making sure that he felt understood, validated AND loved, loved, loved…no matter what! Well, you know what “they” say…it gets worse before it gets better and it did, but one day he woke up and it was behind him, just like that! He was on the other side of it, he had worked through it! He was himself again. RELIEF!!! I learned that everyone has their own, personal process and AGE doesn’t matter. My son needed the space, support and love to get him on the other side of this and what was going on in him really didn’t have anything to do with me or his sister. I learned resilience, perseverance, that it’s never too late, our actions do not define WHO we are. I already knew this truth, that our actions do not define who we are, but I actually got to see it on steroids. When he was on the other side of this hiccup in his life, he didn’t look back, he didn’t “beat himself up”, he’s moved on…life goes on! I saw him honor where he was, I saw a truly healthy soul navigating a very tough loss, I saw strength. In retrospect, it was beautiful!

I have so many wonderful blessings in my life; family, a nice home, good friends, dream career, I’m kinda crazy about these kids I have and I’m kinda liking the boyfriend too! I see on a daily basis how past experiences HAD to happen, in order for me to receive what and who I have now.

Now, on this beautiful, sunny afternoon, I’m going to close up shop, cut my grass AND put new string on the weed eater and weed eat like a BOSS!!

Do you have a story of a “growth opportunity”? Does this blog post resonate with you? I would love to hear from you in the comments section and feel free to share with anyone that needs the encouragement to just hang in there!

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It’s a New Day, Indeed!

I wrote this blog post in June and honestly, I’ve been wrestling with it and I’m not sure why??

Last week was a tough week,¬† with it being my sister’s birthday that we lost Christmas Eve.¬† I went to the memorial park where she is buried to place flowers on her grave, to honor her and to recognize her birthday. I was honestly expecting her grave to be really easy to find because I was thinking that it would have flowers and balloons on it because it was her birthday. I looked for her grave with the help of my boyfriend and another couple for a total of two hours…to no avail.¬† The next day I went back, roses in hand, and contacted the office of the memorial park to help me find my sister’s grave.¬† This super sweet, compassionate and helpful woman came from the office to the memorial park with the coordinates to her burial site and we found it.¬† It was very confusing to both of us because her grave did not have a marker on it, did not have one flower, it didn’t have anything??¬† It felt so unsettling and my mind was racing with questions.¬†It felt as if she was¬†buried and forgotten about. ¬†I felt nauseous, I felt sorry, I felt angry. Her roses were in a glass vase and I couldn’t put glass on her grave, so I asked the lady helping me if I could take them out of the vase and just lay them on her grave..she thought for a minute and said, “you know, I found a plastic vase this morning and put it in my car.¬† You can have it!”.¬† I just so happen to have a towel in my car, so I wiped the dirt off of it and put my sister’s roses in it and put it in the ground on her grave.

The sweet lady helping me left and I plopped on the ground beside¬†my sister’s¬†grave and placed my hand over where she rest.¬† I sat there for 30 minutes and was in complete silence at times, talking to her at times and weeping at times.¬† In the back of my mind, I was also trying to figure out how I was going to tell my parents this news, knowing it was going to be another heartache for them.¬† I spent the day and night just processing all of this and feeling like I had been kicked in the stomach.¬† When I went to bed that night, it was on my mind and heaviness was on me, but I knew there was nothing I could do because it’s out of my hands.

The next morning I woke up bright and early, grabbed my cup of “Joe” and headed outside.¬† I picked up a chair and sat it in the sun.¬† The morning air was warm with a slight breeze and everything felt fresh and new. ¬†I played one of my favorite songs, tilted my head back, closed my eyes and soaked up the beautiful, warm sunshine on my face and took in¬†a deep breath.¬† While basking in the warmth, I felt light, comforted, NEW!¬† In this moment I realized that this is one of the reasons we were designed to sleep; not only to rest and renew our bodies and our minds, but to rest and renew our spirits too! Think about it..what if we didn’t sleep? There would be no start and stop, everything would be a continuum.¬† It would be nearly impossible to move forward with life or to grow personally, EVERYTHING would weigh us down! This really does tie in with my core message when I do speaking engagements, we are all created in perfection, we are all loved, we are all cared about!

If we are loved and cared about to the finest detail, then shouldn’t we, in turn, love ourselves?¬† I’ll be the first to admit that I’m wrapped up in stretch marks and I used to HATE them!¬† A couple of years ago, I was complaining to a friend about my stretch marks and¬†he said something VERY profound to me, “would you rather have your stretch marks AND your¬† beautiful children OR a body without stretch marks and NOT have your children?”..of course, I’d rather have my beautiful children AND my stretch marks! I can’t even dislike my stretch marks anymore, if my brain even tries to go there, I end up feeling gratitude for them because of who they represent.
Take a look in the mirror…go ahead, do it! Look at the reflection of the beautiful, PERFECT creation standing before you! Look at every part of your body from head to toe and look at the gifts..Yes, even your stretch marks ladies! Think about how intricate our bodies are, what it requires for us to thrive and what it can ENDURE when we don’t make loving decisions for our bodies! It’s amazing!
Tonight, when you lay your head down, make peace with everything from your day that you can’t control.¬† It doesn’t serve you to hold on to it.¬† If there are things you CAN change, then make peace with those things by committing to address them the next day…YOUR NEW DAY, INDEED!

Do you have a fresh perspective?  Feel free to share and comment with your VERY profound moments, inspiration or even how you start your day ANEW!

Through The Eyes of Love,
Michelle Dancy, CHHC, AADP
Awakening Holistic Healthcare 
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Red Tent Revival

Ladies, things are firing up tomorrow night! It’s time we reclaim our feminine power and experience more pleasure along the way!! What do ya say? Check out the Red Tent Revival. Holy wow, this is EPIC!¬†https://no122.infusionsoft.com/go/rtr2014all/awakening

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It’s High-Time We Change That!

Beautiful Ladies,

I read some pretty scary statistics the other day.

Did you know that 1 in 4 women over 40 are depressed? Or that 75% of women suffer from chronic stress?

I also read that 75% of all women never experience the big ‚ÄėO‚Äô.

Whhaaaaaat!!? Coincidence? I think not.

I say it’s high-time we change that! Don’t you think?

Here’s how. https://no122.infusionsoft.com/go/rtr2014all/awakening

Because, the reality is, either you or a woman you know is…

Completely exhausted, in pain, or has an auto-immune disorder…

Or maybe you or a woman you know is having fertility problems… or period problems… or low libido… or worse.

I totally get it because I was there too.

And, these are all signposts that tell us we are OFF TRACK!

>> Let’s get back on our path, ladies. https://no122.infusionsoft.com/go/rtr2014all/awakening

Now is our time. And I’m pulling all the stops to help you get there with the upcoming Red Tent Revival. It’s happening May 16-20 and it is going to rock your world in soooooooo many ways.

Inside the Red Tent, you’ll join me and tens of thousands of women around the world as we revive our feminine nature, reclaim our wisdom, and return to our truth…

You’ll be safely guided and supported by a tribe of powerful female teachers who will answer all your questions and get your body moving and feeling amazing..

We brought back some of the favorite contributors from the last Revival PLUS some brand-new experts and dancers, many you’ve heard of before. (But trust me when I say you’ve NEVER heard the secrets they are sharing in the Red Tent).

>> Go here to claim your place at the Red Tent Revival. https://no122.infusionsoft.com/go/rtr2014all/awakening

And pleasure hurry, there’s already some awesome goodies being shared that you don’t want to miss out on!

xoxox
Kristin

 

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A Season With My Sister

Life is full of experiences; the good, the bad and the ugly.  I have found in my own life that each season or experience is for a real purpose, to learn important life lessons that prepare me for and guide me to the next step in my process.

I was a stay-at-home mom for 15+ years and¬†decided to go¬†back to work, part-time for my sister who was a financial advisor for a leading¬†investment firm¬†in the industry.¬† My role was¬†to do her marketing and to¬†build relationships with her clients, which was right up my alley!¬† The marketing really tapped into my creativity, which hadn’t been tapped into since I took an art class is high school.¬† Having the opportunity to work with my sister, for about a year, is a time in my life that I will ALWAYS treasure!¬† We worked together all day, then a few evenings during the week we would get together to go for a run, go to Target or sometimes¬†go to a ballgame together.¬† This is a picture of us together one night after work at a local, men’s¬†softball game.

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One night my sister had her house to herself and she invited me over after work to have a spa night, so I bought products for us and took them over.  This was one of the best times we ever had together! This is a picture of us that night with a mud mask on and it is blurry but you can see by the smiles on our faces just how much fun we were having.Image

My sister and I were polar opposites, but learned to embrace our differences and enjoy each other, or so I thought.¬† During the holidays in 2011, things became strained between us due to lifestyle choices being made in my immediate¬†family.¬† I respected her opinion, but I still had to make the right decisions for me and my family and this did cause a huge strain on our relationship.¬† This was only magnified in the spring of 2012, after a year of me personally, struggling with serious depression that was debilitating at times, I was in a really bad place and not handling life very well; during which,¬†she made the decision to completely shut me out of her¬†life (my other sister came to the same conclusion also).¬†This hit me like a ton of bricks and really backed me into a corner, which was good for me personally.¬† The reason I say that??¬† I always put SO much stock in what my sister’s thought of me, my life, my decisions…everything at every level.¬† I stayed in constant doubt because I didn’t trust myself and found that I really needed some time to work some things out, make some hard decisions and to learn to trust myself.¬† This ultimately lead me to get out of my nearly 20 year volatile, abusive and very unhealthy marriage and make a healthy, peaceful and loving home for my two youngest children that are still at home.¬† This also lead to me making a career change and getting into school to become a holistic health coach, which was my dream career but I was always afraid to pursue it.¬†I reconciled with my parents, which I had been estranged from for about 5 years and we now have the most beautiful relationships, more beautiful than I could ever imagine.¬† My spiritual life has been transformed to a place that I am blown away with on a daily basis. I also took this opportunity to reflect internally and grow by leaps and bounds, I now trust myself, love myself and I like who I have become.¬† Who have I become? ¬†I have become a woman that sees others through the eyes of love, who loves¬†with such intensity,¬†who is¬†strong, compassionate, forgiving and patient.

The last half of 2012, I reached out to my sister on several occasions to try and reconcile and it just didn’t work, she just¬†wasn’t ready.¬† I knew that this season in our relationship wasn’t only for me, but also part of her process too¬†and out of that I told her that I was here, waiting for her when she was ready and that I loved her. Another year passed, another set of birthdays, mothers day, summer at the pool together, days of running and bike rides, another season of ball games, another year of spa nights.¬† This past Christmas Eve, I’m sleeping in my daughters room, my parents are in my bed and at 1:19 am, my mother comes through the door and with panic in her voice, she¬†says, “Michelle get up, it’s your sister, she’s in the hospital and they don’t think she’s going to make it!”.¬† I jumped out of bed, so confused…hospital? Not going to make it? Has she been in an accident?¬† I looked at my phone and her husband had tried to call me and so I called him, he said “get to the hospital now”.¬† We took off to the hospital immediately and arrived around 1:45 am. My world was spinning, didn’t feel like this could be possible, surreal.¬† When we enter the family room, her husband told us that there was nothing that was pointing to my sister making it.¬† My mom, dad, sister and I went back to see her and when we pulled the curtain back, I was shocked by the way she appeared, she was intubated and an emergency pace maker had¬†just been implanted and she was not conscious.¬† As I was getting ready to walk up to her bed and speak to her, her spirit reached out to me.¬† We were talking to each other, without talking.¬†¬†We were exchanging thoughts and I was so caught up in my¬†conversation with her that I’m not even sure what else was even going on.¬† I vaguely remember mom standing over her and telling her that she loved her and crying; mom’s cries, I can still hear them,¬†my dad…the look in his eyes,¬†I’ll never forget it, it breaks my heart every time¬†it crosses my mind¬†and my other sister and I spoke to her briefly.¬† We were only with my sister for a very brief time, when the life transport team from another hospital arrived to take her to¬†their hospital and they asked us to go back to the family room while they assessed her.¬† As we were walking back to the family room, I was¬†lead by something in my spirit..my intuition¬†to go somewhere so I could be alone, so strongly that I don’t remember even walking by the family…I was on a mission, the pull felt strong and hurried.¬† The waiting room was full, so I took off outside and stood by a tree right outside of the emergency room.¬† My sister’s spirit was there, waiting for me.¬† I begged her to come back, even demanded that she come back, but as soon as I had those demanding thoughts, she allowed me to feel a PORTION of the love, peace and FREEDOM that she was experiencing and I’ve never felt anything like it, not even close.¬† Immediately my thoughts to her were, “I don’t blame you, I wouldn’t stay here either” and just like that I felt her spirit leave.¬† When I walked back into the emergency waiting room,¬†my other sister met me and placed her hands in mine and said, “she’s gone”, I said “dammit, I knew it!”.¬† My beautiful sister was 41 years old, from what I understand she ran 3 miles the day before and for some reason she became sepsis.

My¬†reason for sharing this heartbreak with you is because I want¬†you to see¬†how¬†my sister and I being estranged for the last two years of her life, not only worked for the betterment of me personally but was a way to prepare for our tragic loss.¬† Through the space created between us, I reconciled with my parents which enabled me to really be there for them during this horrific loss, my children and I were the only immediate family they had.¬† My spiritual life is at a place that my sister was able to communicate with me, which brought much healing to me personally and it was just an amazing experience, feeling¬†just a portion of the love, peace and FREEDOM that she was now fully immersed in.¬† The spiritual transformation and experience that I had with my sister the night that she left us,¬†gave me the insight and strength to be strong¬†for my parents and to take care of them.¬† My sister’s death, which in our human mind seems untimely, but this was and is part of her process.¬†¬†I would also like to say that the last two years of her life doesn’t at all define our relationship, it was a hiccup.¬† She loved us all so much while she was here¬†and can and does love us beyond our wildest dreams now.¬† This is how I choose to remember¬†my¬†sister and it makes me smile!

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Take my life experience and make it your encouragement, we’re all on a journey and honor where you are right now, whether it’s where you want to be or not.¬† There are days that I miss her so terribly that I feel like I am just going to die, but I sit in my¬†place of grief and honor it with love and by listening and reflecting.¬† There are days that I am constantly reminded of sweet memories with my sister and I sit in my place of enjoyment and honor it with love and¬†by listening and reflecting.¬† There are days that I want to call her and cut up and play with her by “punching her buttons” and so I sit in my¬†place of longing and honor it with love and by listening and reflecting.¬† There are times that I can’t move and feel as if I can’t breathe and so I sit in my place of feeling lost and honor it with love and¬†by listening and reflecting.

We are all on our own personal journey, so not only is it healthy for you¬†to honor where you are on your journey, but it’s also healthy for you¬†to honor where your loved ones are on their journey.¬† Our losses, heartbreaks, new jobs, new kids, EVERYTHING works together for our good!¬† Every experience is used to build stepping stones to get us to the next level; physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.¬† Remember this and KNOW this when you are in a difficult season of your life.

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Thank you for reading and following!¬† Do you have a story about a season in your life and the lessons you learned and/or the growth that took place from your experience?¬† Are you in a difficult season now?¬† Do you need support around your difficult season? Comment below,¬†I’d love to hear from you!

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